To me, feeling is more important than just being touched. We get easily touched by alot of things in life and we mistook it as feeling. And in the end, both parties suffer.
To me, I would prefer to go by feeling. I can't deny that slowly being touched can turn into feeling but maybe, maybe in my stand, I would never want a grey area between being touched and feeling.
I doesn't want to turn my rely due to being touched into my love feeling.
Maybe, to me, I would prefer a clear line. I drew a circle in my love feeling and doesn't want to cross over anymore.
I will wait for the days that I will take the courage out to cross over, again.
P/s: To me, he is someone who have gone. I accepted it, long ago, be it I want it or not. I just hope people around don't feel awkward personally thinking I will feel sad. Its normal to feel sad, but as this period of time, the sadness flows only in my heart. :)
