Something seems to have strike us over the night and we have changed.
Something weird in between that we know there's a distance.
The awful words (at least to me) comes out from the mouth (oh dear!) & I didn't want to say much of it. Saying doesn't really help much, cause it's just like bee buzzing off in the end.
So well, let's just make it stuck there and believe that something strike onto us and we know its awkward from now on because we were once close enough.
Topic changed, we grown up, we know it's different now.
I am stuck in the past, walking towards the future, trying to survive in the present.
I guess, I just want to stuck there like forever, believing the kindness of human being, believing that everyone have an innocent, true and kind side. (Oh yes!) and that's why I enjoy being with people who can give me the truthful feelings (& I enjoy being with them that way). We are so truthful in front of each other that I feel no barriers are there. (I like it!) But well, maybe others might not think so. Everything is perfectly there but one important missing. I guess, people who believe in love know. Need not say much about it
Yea, life still moves on. I still get my favorite "Sour Plum Sweet" (just need to buy it myself not longer at IMM anymore, no longer asking someone to buy for me after his work), watching my favorite movie - Fast & Furious 7 (may be the last), requesting to drive back home and rushed my oh-dear Buyer Behavior Project while thinking about exams! My life still runs like every minute I will be so busy but well, at least I enjoy it. I guess I am too tired to bother about things outside my life. Life as a reporter, I guess I need a break for now. (:
& now, I will be in my own world. Goodbye.
